Month: Sivan
Sign: Teumim - Gemini
Planet: Mercury
Element: Wind
Gender: Male
Human Atribute: Travel
Tribe: Zevulun
Movement: Change
Forefather: Jacob
Hebrew Letter: Zayin
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Sivan
The exodus occurred in the month of Nisan. Spiritual growth
was achieved in Iyar. The Torah was given in Sivan. Which
of these three events caused the greatest change? Although
a case can be made for each of the three, it seems that the
third caused the most dramatic change.
The exodus is remembered as the event that shows us God’s
hand in history. It is the basis of the all three holidays,
Passover, Shavuot, and Succot, and a crucial element of a
basic belief in God, as it is stated in the Ten Commandments, “I
am the Lord, your God, who took you out of the land of Egypt.” We
were saved from complete assimilation and from the spiritual
degradation of being at the so-called “lowest level
of impurity.” We left the demoralizing status of slaves,
and became the nation of God. There’s an old saying, “Some
achieve greatness; some have greatness thrust upon them.” We
had greatness thrust upon us. Although the exodus certainly
was a monumental change for us, it was completely from God,
we had no hand in it. Therefore, there was something lacking
in the experience.
The sefira period of Iyar, between Passover and Shavuot,
on the other hand was our time to put in effort for spiritual
growth. We took each day as an opportunity to change a critical
element of our nature to make us worthy of receiving the
Torah. When I asked my brother, Dave, the psychologist, if
he had any spare change, he answered, “Change must
come from within.” What was lacking in the exodus was
made up for during the sefira period. We put in the work.
We took our souls into our own hands to mold and shape ourselves.
Since the change that we effected was more of an inner change
than an outer change, we can say that it was a much more
significant change than the exodus. In Pirke Avoth it says, “According
to the effort is the reward.” What’s most meaningful
in a spiritual sense is the change that a person accomplishes
through his or her own hard work.
Regarding the giving of the Torah in Sivan, it seems as
though we are again being given something, and therefore
the change that’s effected is less significant than
that of the sefira period. However, the Kabbalah describes
the experience on Mt. Sinai as being much more significant
spiritually than any previous experience of the Jewish people.
It’s stated that an element of impurity that had been
present since the very first transgression of man in the
Garden of Eden, was expelled. The revelation itself was so
powerful that our souls could not remain in our bodies. Why
is the revelation more important than our own efforts? Because
the revelation came as a result of those efforts. The Talmud
says that if someone claims they found wisdom without putting
effort in, don’t believe them. If someone claims to
have put effort in but didn’t find wisdom, don’t
believe them. The effort is always the catalyst, but in the
end wisdom and growth are still a gift from the Almighty.
Even when you put the effort in the Talmud calls it “finding” wisdom.
When we received the Torah it was based on what had happened
previously. We had prepared properly for the gift. That’s
why it was given. It’s called a gift because the reward
is way out of proportion to the effort. An example of something
similar would be if you opened the door for me and I said, “That
was so kind of you to do that for me. Here’s a check
for one million dollars.” You wouldn’t go around
acting like you had really earned the money. It was a gift.
In the same way the Torah is the most awesome gift that could
be given, way out of proportion to any effort we could put
in. That’s why it changed us more than anything else.
In fact, the Zohar says that God and the Torah are one. It’s
not just wisdom, stories, and moral instruction; it’s
a piece of Godliness in the physical realm. It’s the “mind” of
God, the “will” of God. It’s the clearest
expression of the understanding of God we can have while
alive. So the word Torah is synonymous with Yichud HaShem,
the oneness of God.
We are obliged to study the Torah as much as humanly possible.
It’s a constant commandment. However, it’s often
the case that daily needs require much of our time, so the
sages told us that there is a bare minimum requirement of
Torah study. This is the Shema that’s recited in the
morning and at night. Why is the Shema the bare minimum?
Because it is an expression of our commitment to Yichud HaShem.
During the month of Sivan we can tap into an overabundance
of wisdom. The opportunity is there for those that take advantage
of it. The Torah that is acquired is not only practical advice;
it’s not only beneficial emotionally, physically, and
mentally, the Torah that’s acquired is like absorbing
a little bit of God Himself.
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